The Journey starts

Growing up as a Christian child you learn about the Holy Spirit, but you never delve deep into His perfection or abundance.  They talk about Jesus and the cross and God is something distant I never felt was for me.  The intimacy of God is not something I discovered until recently.  Thank God I did and now I will not be silent about it anymore.  I need people to understand and experience the abundance of a deep relationship with God Almighty.   

Yes, of course as a Christian child you are told that the Holy Spirit is part of our perfect God.  Why did no one tell and teach me more, maybe they also did not know the deep living waters, John 7:37?  Why did I not encounter Him in all his Glory till now, I guess I was not ready.  We all have a path we need to walk and how will you encounter Him if you do not search for Him.  You just won’t! 

You need to seek Him with all that you are, you need to crave for His deep secrets.  You need to want Him and everything He is more than you can explain in words or actions.

Agreed, I have only danced a slow dance with the Holy Spirit and I cannot wait until I have a full-on crash encounter with Him.  Getting there is a journey I never thought I would have been chosen to take.  Growing up as a child I had many painful life events that drove me away from God.  We all have those events that the enemy use to whisper lies in your ear about our all Mighty God.  We often believe these lies about ourselves and God, and those horrid lies drove me further away from God.  I read so many books to try and find the reason I had a gaping black hole in my soul.  I know now that black hole was because I was disconnected from God Almighty.  I did not have the Holy Spirit or Jesus and it left me dead.   I was an atheist and much worse for about 14 years and in those 14 years I was miserable, I longed for something and I did not know what I needed at that time.

I can look back now and say the Lord knew the exact plans for me as it is written in the bible: Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

The horrible things I experienced at the hand of the enemy I pray the Lord uses for His glory and that I will be able to help lead people to their Lord and Savior.   There is nothing, I say it again NOTHING that fills your soul like the Holy Spirit.  He is not called the comforter for no reason His presence in your spirit will burn away anything that is not from God.  There is no way you will ever be the same, God cannot let you down, He just cannot.

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This is my journey with the Holy Spirit I will reveal more of what He leads me to in time.  I will write it down and I will share it with whoever is led to read it.

Thank the Lord the gaping hole in my soul was filled by God, how it happened is a story for another day. 

All that is left to say is send me LORD, I am yours.

God is the begin and the end, Revelations 22:13.  The Holy spirit is the perfect comforter, John 14:26 and Jesus is everything and more, Hebrews 12:2.